In the Piscean spirit of going back across the spiral of time and embracing forgotten parts of self, I dug into archives of past events I facilitated.

Curiously, I found a recording I had almost completely forgotten. It was a live meditation event I hosted on March 14, 2023 called Dissolving Into You.

It was both a belated birthday celebration and a commemoration of a new era – Saturn entering Pisces.

Looking back, it's a little eerie. I'd say this one was definitely a seed sown by Saturn in the oceanic realm of Pisces, to blossom into Shapeshifting Academy a year and a half later.

It never felt right to share this.

But somehow, in this moment, it feels resonant & appropriate.

Here's what I wrote for the event page:

The process of releasing, letting go, and dissolving have always been challenging for us, inertia-loving humans.

We know that our brains are always changing. That our cells are always dying and regenerating at every second. And yet, changes bring uncertainty. And uncertainty can come with fear.

March 2023 is an astrologically potent portal. A sea of change is ahead of us.

Saturn, the grandmother of Time, is leaving her homeland and starting a new adventure in the ocean of Pisces.

Mars, the restless warrior, is moving into the flowy tides of Cancer.

Pluto, the keeper of the underworld, is dipping their toes into the visionary realm of Aquarius.

As we navigate this change, you may experience shifts and even upheavals in your personal and communal life.

How can we befriend our fear of change? Can we welcome the process of dissolution as the great alchemical tonic that it is?

For me, the practice of working with my own subtle energy through meditation has been a source of great empowerment, healing, and remembering amidst changes big and small.

So for my birthday this year, I decided to do something super Piscean. I’d love to invite you all to a live guided meditation session. When we gather as a collective body in trance and in meditation, we access a mysterious, potent portal.

Let’s explore what this portal has for us.

My plan is for this to be a very chill event where you can just come as you are, get a cozy blanket or dip into a bath, and slip into a trance state alongside a sizable ocean of other humans.

Of course, the Piscean land is full of surprises and nothing is guaranteed. Pisces laughs at strict planning and things may end up taking a totally different shape altogether, too!

Alright, enjoy the meditation!